Hey James you will get through this. Hang in there, you will be OK.
Going to be a rough few weeks ahead, I am guessing. You are in constant pain.
I came close to losing mine, back in 82..managed to keep it so far. However I have recurring problems with it. At this point, I am not sure what I am facing up ahead?
All I can offer you right now, is hold your head up, and get through it..
You are not going to let it get the better of you.......I wish you the best, it will work out...... Frank..