he liked to party pretty hard, so they say. lot of people will automatically say "awwe, what a shame or waste, drugs killed him." Maybe so, but unless you were him, nobody has any idea of where they and he went because of them (while he was here of course,) the creativity maybe broadened from the use, or the guy, like others was high creative, that too could of drawn his interest in substances. Motorcycles do the same thing, to some people, only plans more ahead of time, say like a week. Ride next weekend. If you can't kick the habit of riding, force yourself to like it!