I want to thank you all for your well wishes.
The new pill regimen has my head in a floaty sort of way. I was promised they would only be needed for a finite time period. I can still deal, with a bit of extra mental focus. It's just annoying when you wake up normal and 1/2 hr after the pill volley things get swooney. I still have full awareness. It's just that things look different, sort of haloed, perhaps some tunnel vision, for lack of better descriptions.
I think doctors sometimes focus more on keeping the body intact than the mind, and that part of the value of living is to be able to enjoy the lifestyle chosen. After living almost 70 years, the choice for living an entirely new and alien way is hardly attractive. When you lose 90% of your capabilities, you begin to question just what the point is? There is comfort in familiarity. I just may just know too much to begin over from the start. At least physics principles won't change. But, doctors are trained to attend non-physical, barely predictable biological contraptions. They can take liberties and get away with it , since some things are self healing/ tolerant, regardless of their "meddling". "We'll try this drug on you and see if that helps". Wait, what? An educated guess? Certainly not the Engineer's way... Could it qualify as a logical way? Or is this just the equivalent of the guy with the hammer who now sees' nails in every nook and cranny?
But, I suppose I ramble...
In reflection, I've surmised that the Hospital Emergency center is primarily involved with whackos, so that is how they initially see anyone who walks through the door. It's a wacko til proven sane (or docile) mindset. At the very least, a confined assemblage of refugees begging for mercy. The only way to get around that treatment/attitude is via the local EMTs.
I think the advice given in prior posts above is quite valid. An ambulance ride is right in the emergency center wheelhouse and the EMTs can bypass the 10 ft poles most of the attendants in the emergency center have incorporated to distance themselves from anyone outside of their unit of influence. The people being "handled" is just a means to an end. A necessary evil needed to get paid and fit into their tight social network under their overseers purview. Only the EMTs can hope to crack that armor, because they are almost "one-of-them" and encounter similar "whackos" on a regular basis.
What with hospitalization and health care in general becoming ever increasing very big business, you are far better off to lead with yet another big business front wave, insurance coverage proof, than with an actual medical, human need, emergency.
Humans are resilient and there are lots of them. No real need to save them all. That's just not profitable. Charity and compassion don't pay the bills or get me vacations on tropical beaches.
Altruism has been highly marginalized in the "modern" health care system which sports a $3 trillion industry. And those in control (administrative) absorb 30% of that. CEOs get $9.8 billion. I can imagine they "care" about that.
I used to think that one could get better health care options in a larger city. More people, more doctors, more support systems, etc.
Now, I'm not so sure. The old adage "I will" being more important than "I can". I'm thinking my move to AZ might ultimately be a net gain in health care benefit. If for no other reason that they are simply far less overwhelmed and desensitized?
Yeah, best I think of it that way...

Cheers,