I'm a logical person - the decision to do it wasn't that hard. Let her go now, or wait a couple days so I can selfishly have more time with her? Heck, it was easy. I didn't think about the saying goodbye part. THAT was so tough on me. Emotionally, it was one of the toughest things I've had to do. Reminiscing about where I found her, her barking on the phone to me and urging me on when I was in boot camp, teaching her how to shake, everything. I told the ladies there I was leaving 4 or 5 times, but I kept going back to her.