Fuzzy
Sorry to hear about your pain man. I know the feeling all to well. Protruding disk at S1 with no feeling, and I mean cut your leg off and not feel it on both the left from the mid caff down and just below the knee on the right. That was 15 years ago, I took 2 years before most the the feeling came back to my legs. Some times drugs are the answer, sometimes not. Drugs don't work well with me, I'm currently on naprocen and pantiloc (spelling). I find if you can find something to do to help take your mind off the pain it can sometimes help. The biggest thing I would suggest is don't let it completely stop you. Learn the limits, and triggers that will cause the pain spikes, slowly push the boundaries. Also watch out for the little things, I went to unlock my office door on Tuesday this week and SPIKED my pain, hoping it's just a muscle spasm.
Sorry if this doesn't make much sense, try to loose a few pounds and work on the positive side of things. Don't look at Disability as a bad step, it may be what you need to get the help to get you better.
Wishing you the best
James