Thanks for the thoughts y'all.
Last night was ER treatment. Today was first hand surgeon visit. Wednesday is surgery.
They won't say for sure(I guess they're covering their butts as far as that goes), but it looks good as far as regaining all function. I've got some nerve damage also, but I didn't ask about how that will heal. I guess I'll just keep my fingers crossed(on my other hand
).
And yes, typing with one hand -everything with one hand is frustrating. At least it's my dominant hand, so it's a little less so. I can only imagine how people with
real problems must feel. I'm so frustrated and mad at myself for letting it happen. I'm trying to keep positive about it all though. I haven't had good sleep since it happened and I'm just a wreck with all the stress and uncertainty and the thoughts about the cost for it all.
I'm really thankful for the support of my family, friends and girlfriend.
Now if I could only get my mind to turn off for a while. I'm wondering how long you can be in shock after something like this. I know I'm not thinking straight yet.