Michel, that is bad news. I'm so sorry and am guessing that you're feeling crushed. I would be, but it sounds that you are holding up. That's good. I do pray that Friday brings good news. We all know that you're gonna make it through, and you'll be riding again.
I hope it won't be too dark to add this, but I lived next door to a guy who had one arm and rode (a Harley). This was during college and long before my riding days, so I never got to know him. You will be back on the road, but you might have to make an adjustment or two.