Sorry to hear about your situation and hope it improves quickly. Best of luck.
for some weird reason....
the first thing that the thread title brought to mind was Bob Goldthwait.....

"I lost my job.....
Well, I didn't really
lose my job.....
I still know where it is....
But I go there and some new guy is doing it....
And he doesn't even know my name.
I lost my girlfriend.....
Well, I didn't really
lose my girlfriend.....
I still know where she is....
But I go there and some new guy is doing it....
And he doesn't even know my name."