I KNOW that I have seemed like a basket case for the (almost) year and it IS true! I have been DOWN, UP, DOWN again, Middle of the road and any other position emotionally, that you can think of. All the while, doing my BEST to keep up a strong front. Not always succeeding though. Karla has been like a rock through it all, Thank God! I've been depressed, #$%*y, rude, hateful, sad, lonely, you name it, I've been there. I realized late last year (or early this year) that I still needed the companionship of a Lady and proceeded to get that, thinking I was seeing signs that 3 different ones (on at a time) were really the one. Now, I'm not even sure that the last one is IT! But, I woke up this morning, with the feeling that I was ready to get my act together (I thought I was already past that point, but I kept slipping back) and work toward getting things right again. As far as a Lady, well, I STILL am in need
( I had previously found myself just thinking about THAT and nothing else) I got myself behind in some bills and not finishing things up. I've almost let the thing with Getting my Dad's stuff back from THEM, that I was made aware that I have until about the 12th of May to get going with THAT or the case will be dismissed (as a year has almost passed since the last efforts on that) Sure can't let THAT happen. I haven't been able to be with my Dad as much as I was (partly not my fault, but that's got to change as HE needs things too). I've not done as much with my Daughter AND while she's not complained to ME, she has commented to her worker Sarah, who has told me. So anyway, I feel like I am getting back UP, starting to get reorganized and get things back in line! Gonna be a HARD ROAD, but I feel I am getting back up to it!
Thank you ALL for ALL of the Support through ALL of THIS and Putting Up With ME, Bill
