I can certainly appreciate the feeling of losing a Spouse. About a Month and a half after you joined up on here, I lost my Brenda. We had been married for 38 1/2 years, when she passed on July 1, 2009.
I can sure feel your pain and she was Quite the Lady, I am sure. My heart goes out to you and Family and feel free to PM me, if you feel the need to unload or just talk. No one knows how it feels, til it happens. You all must have had some Strong Kind Of A Marriage, as it clearly shows. Hang in there, Buddy, She knows how you are feeling. Bless You. Bill