Thanks again for the kind words. While having the right attitudde helps, having support also helps a lot. I'm getting a lot of support from family, Friends, neighbours, coworkers, and I also thank you for the support you give me. In these circumstances, just a few sincere words reach directly to the heart, believe me. I have always been some kind of "lone Wolf", meaning that I haven't ever neededd to have many Friends. I have enjoyed riding solo, visiting museums solo, or even cities when I was at work, but now, having support and company helps a lot.
A few months ago a coworker came over to pay me a visit. I told him about my situation, the prognosis, we were talking and even joking. When it was time for him to go he started crying and said "Damn, I have been fighting back the tears the whole afternoon!. I'm so sorry, I came here to cheer you up and now I'm cheering you down...." But it was exactly the opposite, as I told him. If he would have felt nothing for me that would have been bad. I rather know that people love me and feel my pain, it means that your journey through life has not been in vain.
Regarding the transplant, that was the very first thing I asked about. The tumor is not in the liver but in the upper part of it, where all the small vessels and biliar conduits are. When the tumor grew and blocked the two main ones is when i turned yellowish and the tumor was found. Per what the doctors said, it is not as simple now as to extirpate the tumor because all those vessels are necessary. I also asked about radioterapy. They said that this type of cáncer is not very sensitive to radiotherapy, as opposed to some others that reduces their size dramatically, in this one the disadvantages of radiotherapy doesn't make for the Little advantages...
