Klark, that was really well put. And the rhetoric was worth keeping!
You may have tapped into a little something that, I suspect, makes many of us ride. We don't even no it. Some of us are plain, up front speed demons. But alot of us think there's a 'more reasonable', acceptable expalanation for why we ride. Can you spell 'rationalization'? When we get down to it, there a qualities about riding that make it fun, inspiring, thrilling, and relaxing (no, that's not a contradiction) unlike almost any other mode of transportation. I ride my Honda down the interstate each day (well, not now with the snow on the ground) because it's a rational way to save on gasoline and find better parking. Yeah, right! Though I keep saying it.

I think most fortunate folks find this feeling in some occupation. My Chief Flight Nurse is requesting to rotate to Iraq. Asked me if I think he's crazy, or being irrational; especially when he's approaching 40. I told him I think folks like us went into combat medicine not only for the noble, admirable qualities of the trade; but because it allows us the thrill and uniqueness that we didn't know we were seeking. We're just lucky to find it in something we can be proud of, as well.
I don't know, but I bet the thought of chasing to the ton will come to you again; this time more consciously. I'm not suggesting you do it, but I'll bet you think about it. It's happened to me.
Stay safe. Stay sane. Keep yourself and your bike healthy to ride for many years and many miles.