Oldfordguy, nice to see that you have seen the light. Good luck with your health. What game are you in? (trade and/or profession)?, so that I can paint you a picture as to how it might pan out for you tomorrow. Maybe.
And the guy with the gun gets absolutely no credit for infiltrating gangs and putting his life on the line, year or year, or month after month, for putting scumbags and sh*t-heads away for the time they deserve.
Have you ever effed up at some stage in your life?...If you haven't, you must be holier than me!