A few thoughts..
You have to get to a place where " CAN " becomes bigger in your mind than "cant" & "dont think I can do that"
I know people that own equipment and are afraid to use it because they "THINK they CANT".. but the reality is They dont take the time to "DO IT"
I try to drew a bit of inspiration from others that have done great things.. which show that you CAN..
Its THE BRITTENS, NESSs, GOLDAMMERS , BRODIEs, MONROEs and others that prove that you can do those things, iF you let yourself..and put in the TIME..
.. so you got to decide....is yardwork more important than building bikes..