Wow, I just saw this now, a year ago tomorrow I was in hospital surrounded by really good medical types, having major surgery to stop me from eventually leaping off my mortal coil, and poor bloody Silas was also in hospital on the other side of the world, not being looked after very well according to his mom, and left the world way too young. I'm sorry I didn't know you better mate, and I'm sorry I didn't read your posts as completely as I should have, there was probably wisdom in all that prose. RIP mate.